|Across a lake I see the other side, you are there, so close, yet so very far away|
|Oh Gee guys, may I embarass you? Tough |
Because well she's absolutely awesome for a start. And for all the Mike and Judy moments Oh and the fact if I'd never been shown her art I'd never have made a DeviantArt account. I still stand by that today, that WAS the reason and since then I'd never have thought 'I want DA' and therefore in affect I'd never have gotten into photography, which I only started so I had something to upload on the site...so there we go girl that's why ya so awesome Not to mention she is the best friend I could ever ask for
Because she's ma lovely American/English friend who gets all the warm sunshine down south while I freeze my butt off up here. For all the late night msn messages when I'm falling asleep, and the crazy 'pedo' smile I still haven't gotten over quite yet. Oh and for also being an awesome photographer and fellow believer in the socially awkward octopi
For being such a sweetheart And of course she loves Broccoli dog so what more do I need to say?
For getting me through GCSE Deutsch :') Vielen Dank! Ich habe ein A (that is the second best so I don't know, somewhere between a 2 and a 1 in Germany) and also for her being such a lovely lady. The Englishwoman German
For being so lovely on my photos even when I am unsure about putting them online for all to see. And also for agreeing how wonderful Cornwall is for a photographer.
For being an awesome friend, and for mocking me senseless, and for also bugging me so much that I decided I had better write this to shut him up, yet he is reading this and knowing that I love him really as we are hyper friends according to a quiz.
I hate self-doubt so so so so so much. But two months into photography class I feel that maybe it isn't for me.
But seriously, when we do 'carousels' around the room to comment on each others photos...everyone has such amazing brilliant photos, and I am jealous, I wish I had that sort of talent, and then mine are just so...bleh. One of my tutors has even basically told me my photos are awful, and that doesn't do much for my confidence. I don't know. I have more skills with photoshop than many people in my class, yet my photos still end up looking the worst. It seems my photos are getting WORSE not better. Because now everything has to have a 'meaning'. I can't just take a photo that looks nice, or makes people smile, there has to be a hidden meaning, and that really upsets me, I don't see why a photo of a woman in the street needs to have any hidden meaning what so ever.
I don't know...